Crabby.

Ok, so I am feeling a little crabby today. I think it is because I have been doing so much and it feels like I am accomplishing nothing. I wanted to walk out in the sunshine but it went away when I walked outside. My laptop is deciding to fall apart. I am blowing things out of proportion with all my conversations with people and conjoured ideas in my head. I am human what can I say, so here is a picture to express my crabbiness...

HA HA! Okay maybe this picture doesn't quite define how I am feeling, but it is a pretty cute picture.

Alright, sorry for my little freak out. Sometimes I need it, it doesn't happen very often, but I just needed to vent a little bit to get things out instead of bottling them up...I am slowly working on it.

Okay, breathe and say a prayer:

Dear Lord,

I have so many things going on in my life right now that it is so hard to sort them out, I knew Spring Break was supposed to be busy, but I didn't think it would be this busy and crazy. I am just so tired of this semester, I am tired of feeling like I fail at everything. My dance piece is going to ACDFA, but it is only in the informal showing, but I am so scared for people's reactions to it, that they will hate it and just tell me that I suck at everything I do.

I know it's not true, but today it feels like everything is crashing, maybe I did need to go home over break, to breathe in some mountain air and spend time with my family. I do not know what it is, but I am pretty sure it is a combination of everything. Lord, I don't want you to feel sorry for me, I just want you to love me and help guide me through everything that you bring before me. I just feel like a horrible person to others sometimes and I probably am to them, but I do try dear Lord. I really do try and the only one I really need to try for is You dear Lord :)

Thank you for listening to my prayer dear Lord, I love you so much and I know you can bring peace to my heart :)

I Love You Lord