People That Laugh.

I feel myself being constantly surrounded by people that laugh…a lot,
Sometimes I wonder if it is God telling me to laugh,
I do laugh,
But I think He is telling me to laugh more.

Don’t ask me why I thought of that,
Or why I like writing in this type of stanza format,
Because I will tell you that I don’t know.

I am not a journalist, writer or a poet (clearly),
I will tell you that my sister is the writer and poet,
But not me.

I write,
But only consistently to God.

God, He is my absolute favorite to talk about,
I can never talk about Him enough,
Nor will I ever stop talking about Him.
So, you might as well get used to it now,
Or ease your mind and not read this.

If you don’t like how I write,
Or what I write about,
Then please don’t read,
But keep in mind that by writing this,
I am sharing my real heart.

So, what is on my mind and heart is people that laugh,
I realized that there are two people that I know that laugh…a lot.
I feel awkward laughing with them,
Because I don’t understand what is so funny.
I have also realized that things that I think are funny,
Are not always what other people think are funny.
I know I try too hard sometimes.

So, what do I do?
Laugh and make myself look like an idiot,
Not laugh and feel like the outcast,
Or do I just listen,
Listen to how it is funny,
Funny from someone else’s perspective,
Instead of my own…

...Yes, I need to laugh more :)